RESPECT THE UNEXPECTED!!!!

I got a shitload of things to post!! Be READY!!

My blogs shittin on yalls!

Sorry.

I deleted my last blog because it wasn't fair to the person who I blew up on. It was immature to blog about that shit. So I apologize.

Question? Do You CARE?

So I was looking at some of the blogs on my little link list. Then I end up clicking some random dudes blogspot and one of his questions was... "If people (YOU reading this) care if other people read your personal blog?"

He said he didn't care who read em. And I agree with that. I mean I am putting my shit out there for anyone to read, whether its to entertain with a video or for you to look at pictures or just to vent whats going on. My blogs a way just to release my feelings and entertain. And hopefully in the future when I wanna look back onto my past I can use this just to click and remember memories, look at pictures, and reflect on past feelings whether it has to do with some drama or even fun times. I blog for ME not for anyone else. Its a way to let shit off my shoulders. You Feel Me???

Anyways Ima bounce this question back to anyone who reads this blog. Do You Care If People Read Your Blog?

Leejay, Your HELLA great

Haha So I was watching some youtube and I see Leejay has some new videos of GLP (Gabe Bondoc, Leejay Abucayan, and Jeremy "Passion" Manongdo) and Leejay also had a solo video which was awesome. He is one of the dopest beatboxers in the world hah.

Mad.

This video is hella deep. I thought I'd share.

Material-ism

I know at one point everyone has been materialistic. Dictionary.com defines materialism as a preoccupation with or emphasis on material objects, comforts, and considerations, with a disinterest in or rejection of spiritual, intellectual, or cultural values

I hate it. And I know at times I might do it myself and I know I'm not perfect. But I swear I try my best not to affect my friendships/relationships with materialism. And I hate the fact that when I see people putting more value into materials it hurts. Especially when they chose items over me. You know you sometimes just wanna say fuck that shit doesn't matter it could be fixed or Don't worry you could get another one, but yet they act hella heated at you. I hate that shit! I'm not trying to be a hypocrite about it, but that's what Ima change or at least minimize in 09. Fuck Materialism.

K.O

My Nigga Roscoe Stays Kayed.

On My Mind..

Haven't you ever had that feeling that you HELLA like someone. You think your in love but in reality your hella infatuated? and your clouded by your feelings and just hella happy. But whats the difference of being in love and infatuated? Being infatuated in my opinion is just persuading yourself to hella like someone. Love is different though. I know I'm in love and its scary. Sometimes it got me weak doing shit I never pictured. We argue all the time, but we argue to fight for our relationship. We yell at the top of our lungs because we want each other that much closer and we cant let go. It doesn't make sense all the crazy shit I do, but when does love ever make sense? I use to be that nigga fuckin around with hella bitches doin' dirt. But I was young and stupid. Well I'm still young but I grew up a little. I guess that principle "treat others as you want to be treated" really does apply because in the end of the day... I'm so fucking happy. Cuz I got that true love, not no high school shit like I use to believe in. 6MONTHS strong without breaking up, argueing but not breaking up. I might of came to that point where I was bout to gave up, but you pushed me. I hope everyone finds love off top. Its the best feeling ever. I never had no female down for me like my girl is and its SCARY. I've been scared with this whole love thing, but somehow i just put myself completely out there for HER.

its scary........ but worth it.