12.31.2008

A Reflection Of 08

08, you've been great to me.
Theres been its ups and downs, but there was alot of ups.
I met alot of people who became very close to me.
Clubbin was the hype this year, turning 18 was a blast.
I probably went clubbin one too many times hah.
But the most important thing that happend this year...
was meeting the best person in the world.
& thats Karla...
I learned so much and grown as a person cuz of her
And thats not a bad thing.
I appreciate her being here for me every day.
I'm glad I found love in 08..

09 hope your great to me.

12.26.2008

Christmas Gifts

So basically my baby cashed out at the hundreds store i got 2 disney shirts one rosewood tee and the hundreds pillow. I always knew i got a new lens from my parents hella called it.

12.22.2008

A Day In The City





Someone cashed out on hundreds shit and i cant even see it. its my christmas gift =[

EDIT;
I been collecting flyers from the clubs and posting it on the wall. I got the idea from my nigga francis. I think its a pretty clean ideer. I'm finna get my girl to tag the wall soooon tooo.



12.18.2008

Juiced

Christmas is around the corner... We Haven't bought a Christmas Tree In Ages
But... IM STILL EXCITED. HELLA PRESENTS OMG.




This is from my Parents to me.
I think its a lens for my canon because they told me not to shake it and its very delicate
Ahhh. I'm Hella EXCITED.

12.17.2008

SSF2HDRMX




See Me In IT!

12.15.2008

IFULEAVE

Theres so much I do...
And maybe you just dont realize...

Today wasn't a good day.

Good Luck

to everyone who has finals!

This winterbreak should be crackin' and i'll have plenty of pictures to post!

I'm still wondering what am i gonna do for New Years???

12.13.2008

Roscoe.

named him roscoe.

12.12.2008

My New Doggie


Still need to name him.
Thinking about Roscoe, Rebel, Jaguar or Hennessy hah

What Happend To Bone Thugz??



Sum shit ya can just chill n lounge to we need more music like this like pac, ice cube, easy e, dr. dre.



WHAT HAPPEND TO THAT KINDA MUSIC that gangsta shit

12.08.2008

Pacman

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12.03.2008

Drawn Back. A L O V E Story From The 3rd Person

Wait just one second, say that one more time?
"The FUCK?"
She just sits there... irritated

Let me tell you how it happen, drawn back.

A young man who falls madly in love with this woman is suddenly drawn back.
"They always told me time will reveal a persons true colors"
Not not knowing what he was getting himself into
he rushed things...
He L O V Ed to be L O V Ed and all he wanted WAS L O V E.
He did all the right things said almost all the right lines.
Spit A game.

Little did He know this was gonna be the lovely lady who changed him.
Change his mentality and swag, but still kept him on the same level
He grew up. Not age wise, but grew up away from the childish past.
He grew a new perspective at looking at his life.
Even realizing the immature stuff he USE to do.
He did it all for L O V E.

L O V E made him do some crazy shit.
He would ask himself why he was doing it in the first place.
But it didn't matter because he knew he had a good one in front of him.

SIDENOTE1;
L O V E grows and matures and with maturation comes hardship,
They began to argue often, going at each others throats
"I HATE YOU"
"FUCK IT THEN"
"WHY AM I EVEN WITH YOU?"
then came the...
"I'M SORRY"
"YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU"
"I WAS JUST MAD"

Hardship turned into jealousy, jealous of thinking these people were more than friends.
He would tell her, "She's just a friend."
and she would do the same.
Yet trust was hard to give each other due to their past.
"Just trust me!"

Life grew for this couple, it seemed like they were basically married.
They grew a great appreciation for each others presence and L O V E.
One needed the other like a superhero needs a sidekick
and vice versa.
Inseparable were the two.

Day And Night
Black And White
Color to Color
Constant.

No matter how often they kicked it, it never changed their love regardless.

They began to understand each other and how they acted.
But yet again creeped up jealousy.
"Why are you talking to her so much?"
He tried to explain himself and would get angry because everyday he would show her how much he L O V Ed her. But she couldn't see beyond the cloud of fog.
"I just wish you trusted me."
"I do trust you."
But in the back of his mind he knew she didn't.
Her jealousy brought him heartache.
His friends that were girls brought her pain.
They both drove eachother insane.
but they stuck with L O V E not knowing what they were getting into.

SIDENOTE2;
breaking up-
There was many times they said
"I don't wanna be with you anymore, IM DONE!"
It came to a point where He hit her.
Argued so much, that he hit her.
He turned into the man that he said he would never become
He always defended every lady he saw get hit by any man.
"What did I do?"
He hated himself.
Even became depressed.
She gave up at the moment and lost all hope.
She didn't want an abusive boyfriend like her past relationships.
She dropped everything and left.
Sick and tired, sick of being tired, tired of being tired.
DROPPED.

Days passed by
They eventually made up
It didn't feel the same to HIM
They both felt unsure
& they didn't know what they wanted.
but they both knew they didnt wanna drop it and everything.

because L O V E kept them together

L O V E is a strong bond. Only TRUE L O V E keeps people together
but what is true love?

SIDENOTE3;
Shit Happens.
Shit Happens.
Shit Happens.
Anger infuriates one.
Unstable.
Outrageous thoughts.
Unreasonable thoughts.
Death.

He knew what he had to do.
She told him.
He remained passive and didn't give a fuck.
He was an ASSHOLE.
His mentality began to go in different directions.
He waited until the last moment to actually take action
the last moment when something bad happend,
He knew he fucked up.
this time she wasn't sick and tired.
Not even...
just plain tired.
done with.
"I Hate you"
"I'm Sorry"
"I HATE YOU!"
"Babe..."
It would go back and forth forth and back.
arguing for every possible reason.
He knew he was wrong for everything
He knew he was slippin'
His girl was there to catch him.
Her L O V E showed, she held on tight.
But he wiggled loose, searching for independence.
IGNORANT.
IRRESPONSIBLE.
STUPID.
"Dumbass"



tale untold to be continued

PacMan Supports The Hundreds?

12.01.2008

African Zombie??



if your a fan of resident evil you mos def gotta cop the new one coming out soon

looks fuckin scary

11.29.2008

Nadia Bjornlin OMG

11.28.2008

Real Eyes, Realize PT2

Thanksgiving made me realize that things happen for reasons, even though you don't want em to happen that way. Somehow, some way shit will work out and you realize what you can do for yourself and how you can improve on it. Sometimes I always take hella long to realize shit. But my problems show me what I need to change.. I hate how sometimes I have to wait til something bad happens to realize what I need to change or improve. Especially when its something with my family or my girlfriend. Ehhhhhh.

11.27.2008

Happy Thanksgiving

Time to grub on turkeyy and get druuuuuuuuuunk

ayeeee

11.26.2008

dudeeeeeee....?

I am SOOOOOOO bored at sac state.........

But yay for thanksgiving break?? TURKEY timeee

11.25.2008

untitled.

I might not always be here to wait... just remember that.

the pain is overwhelming. the aches are numerous. Even though, I stuck with it through alot. I'm asking myself is it worth it?

11.23.2008

HRMM??

haven't posted in a while.. not much to say about my life..

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

heres some pictures ima post in my portfolio i think their clean




11.20.2008

Pop Champagne

11.18.2008

CREATIVE-ness

kanye's new video is pretty dopee all animated like a vector n shittt

OH! & before you watch this dope video I'm gonna be posting my christmas list to the righttt under my music so be on the look for that! for the close friends or fam who WANT to give me a gift!



Heartless from kwest on Vimeo.

11.15.2008

Hmm. Nothing really to say??

So....... I really want this call of duty game & I saw this randomass video on corey's page of bowwow fucking some girl on some movie or somethingg? haha but its laughs



11.13.2008

Me Oh My SWAT??

So I guess this guy broke into a house down the street and stole a shotgun. hella cops point blank lol



11.11.2008

Happy Birthday Baybehhh

Nothing goes wrong with baking cupcakes hah









11.09.2008

Long Weekend







11.06.2008

Official Toy?