you say realize what you want, well I try to figure those things out and when I try to do something for you its not what you want and you end up getting mad or irritated at me. I feel like you don't even let me know what I can do for you. I can't just read your mind you know?
you could question your life and the things you do at times. I just hope you don't question or regret US. you alredy noe im tryn' to make US work.
you know I'm always open for change as long as it makes US work, but it ain't gonna work if you aint down to do the same.
you know I realize everything you go thru everyday and how stressed you get. All I ever tried to do was relieve that stress. And I know at times I don't even realize how stressed you are and I'm self centered and only think about myself. But I don't do it on purpose you know? I worry about US all the time. That's why you never see me mad and you know I hardly get mad. And you know I'm not an angry person and i'm juss tryn to make it work but like they say it takes both of us to work together.
I just feel like you been pushing me away lately and like your ALWAYS MAD and you still can't put aside your attitude for US. I've been tired of US so many times and I been so close to leaving us behind. But you convinced me that you still want to be with me and work on US. Right now, I dont even feel like that anymore. It's still hard for me to trust you after what you did, but I let you have my complete trust. Why can't you do the same?? Idk..
Like forreals have you thought about all the shit I do? Like I wait for you soo long and I'm still by your side. I don't even wanna go out if you aint with me! And ain't no one gonna get inbetween us and you need to TRUST me. I've been showing you that since day one. I wouldn't have been so persistent and stuck through everything. I'm YOURS and only YOURS. You know you gotta put that shit to the side. I ain't your EX. Just cause he hurt you bad don't mean I WILL. Its fckin' holding our RELATIONSHIP back because when you say "okay I won't do that anymore" I KNOW you still feel that way and it ain't gonna change. Just fckin' let that shit GO. I AINT THAT BITCH NIGGA! TRUST ME
I don't even know why shit is been like this. I try to help you and work out our relationship, but your always mad. Then when I do what you ask of me, I'm not even doing it right. You know I feel like you don't even wanna be with me anymore. I feel like your just gonna leave and find someone else because your fckin tired of US. I feel like your just gonna give up and stop fighting because I can't do anything right. And you know you can't tell me that I need to stop having those negative thoughts that I'm fuckin' up. Because look how things end up. You tell me I'm not doing things right and I can't do such and such right. Thats why I feel like I'm fckin' up. So you know maybe if I actually felt like I was doing things in this relationship right I would be more positive, but look at US. Just argue, argue, and argue.
I just hope you don't GIVE up on ME.
When It Hurts, will we still be?
The same two lovers all over eachother
when it hurts, will we still see
what we got together
promise that we'll never, never ever be
temporary, ordinary
WE SHOULD CHANGE PEOPLES DEFINITION OF LOVE
so forget what you heard
the only way this will work
is if you love me when it hurts
can you love when it hurts?
Babygirl we gotta face it
There'll be times that we let each other down
And on the days that you ain't feeling me
Will you be able to stick around
Cause anything worth having is worth fighting for
If we really want this thing to work
We gotta go to war
Girl, I'm in this thing
I mean we're in this thing
But through the tears will you still be here
&; A TRUE Friend will be a friend regardless no matter what happens. I realized I still have a bestfriend. Amanda is the best, shes always there to vent to no matter what.
