2.01.2009

Also....


Happy Birthday To My Nigga DREW
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I try to see the world with my own two eyes,
I try to see everything from every perspective
Even the things that are around the corner like I'm using my peripheral vision
Sometimes, my eyesight can fail me
Not even seeing things that are right in front of me.
Things are hidden under peoples skin.
Or you have to look behind the picture
The deeper meaning...
Looking at my life from this point of view,
Gives me a greater understanding of everything
Reflecting on what I see and do,
It helps me to become a better person
Or at least I think so

But their are moods that impair peoples vision
Anger, Sadness or anything else that can change your mind.
Myself, I'm a real stubborn dude.
My way, or the highway.
I'm still constantly learning to change it.
But at the same time, I'm not perfect.
No one is.
And I give everyone in my life a fair chance.
Keeping that in mind, when is the breaking point though?
What if one person, a person you are very close to, pushes it too far
So far, that you feel your becoming seperated
But you don't want it to become like that...
But you have those "What If's?" in your mind
I try not to let it get to me
But, what am I to do?
My eyes are decieving me
I can't see anything straight no more.
Only time will tell me,
I can only hope for the best...
Because I don't want it to end up bad.
I really don't.
I pray everyday that my life will get better
And my LOVED ones stay with me.
I need them...