Wait just one second, say that one more time?
"The FUCK?"
She just sits there... irritated
Let me tell you how it happen, drawn back.
A young man who falls madly in love with this woman is suddenly drawn back.
"They always told me time will reveal a persons true colors"
Not not knowing what he was getting himself into
he rushed things...
He L O V Ed to be L O V Ed and all he wanted WAS L O V E.
He did all the right things said almost all the right lines.
Spit A game.
Little did He know this was gonna be the lovely lady who changed him.
Change his mentality and swag, but still kept him on the same level
He grew up. Not age wise, but grew up away from the childish past.
He grew a new perspective at looking at his life.
Even realizing the immature stuff he USE to do.
He did it all for L O V E.
L O V E made him do some crazy shit.
He would ask himself why he was doing it in the first place.
But it didn't matter because he knew he had a good one in front of him.
SIDENOTE1;
L O V E grows and matures and with maturation comes hardship,
They began to argue often, going at each others throats
"I HATE YOU"
"FUCK IT THEN"
"WHY AM I EVEN WITH YOU?"
then came the...
"I'M SORRY"
"YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU"
"I WAS JUST MAD"
Hardship turned into jealousy, jealous of thinking these people were more than friends.
He would tell her, "She's just a friend."
and she would do the same.
Yet trust was hard to give each other due to their past.
"Just trust me!"
Life grew for this couple, it seemed like they were basically married.
They grew a great appreciation for each others presence and L O V E.
One needed the other like a superhero needs a sidekick
and vice versa.
Inseparable were the two.
Day And Night
Black And White
Color to Color
Constant.
No matter how often they kicked it, it never changed their love regardless.
They began to understand each other and how they acted.
But yet again creeped up jealousy.
"Why are you talking to her so much?"
He tried to explain himself and would get angry because everyday he would show her how much he L O V Ed her. But she couldn't see beyond the cloud of fog.
"I just wish you trusted me."
"I do trust you."
But in the back of his mind he knew she didn't.
Her jealousy brought him heartache.
His friends that were girls brought her pain.
They both drove eachother insane.
but they stuck with L O V E not knowing what they were getting into.
SIDENOTE2;
breaking up-
There was many times they said
"I don't wanna be with you anymore, IM DONE!"
It came to a point where He hit her.
Argued so much, that he hit her.
He turned into the man that he said he would never become
He always defended every lady he saw get hit by any man.
"What did I do?"
He hated himself.
Even became depressed.
She gave up at the moment and lost all hope.
She didn't want an abusive boyfriend like her past relationships.
She dropped everything and left.
Sick and tired, sick of being tired, tired of being tired.
DROPPED.
Days passed by
They eventually made up
It didn't feel the same to HIM
They both felt unsure
& they didn't know what they wanted.
but they both knew they didnt wanna drop it and everything.
because L O V E kept them together
L O V E is a strong bond. Only TRUE L O V E keeps people together
but what is true love?
SIDENOTE3;
Shit Happens.
Shit Happens.
Shit Happens.
Anger infuriates one.
Unstable.
Outrageous thoughts.
Unreasonable thoughts.
Death.
He knew what he had to do.
She told him.
He remained passive and didn't give a fuck.
He was an ASSHOLE.
His mentality began to go in different directions.
He waited until the last moment to actually take action
the last moment when something bad happend,
He knew he fucked up.
this time she wasn't sick and tired.
Not even...
just plain tired.
done with.
"I Hate you"
"I'm Sorry"
"I HATE YOU!"
"Babe..."
It would go back and forth forth and back.
arguing for every possible reason.
He knew he was wrong for everything
He knew he was slippin'
His girl was there to catch him.
Her L O V E showed, she held on tight.
But he wiggled loose, searching for independence.
IGNORANT.
IRRESPONSIBLE.
STUPID.
"Dumbass"
tale untold to be continued
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