Also....

Happy Birthday To My Nigga DREW
Say Happy Birthday to him if you know him! We did it big last night Upload pics later.

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I try to see the world with my own two eyes,
I try to see everything from every perspective
Even the things that are around the corner like I'm using my peripheral vision
Sometimes, my eyesight can fail me
Not even seeing things that are right in front of me.
Things are hidden under peoples skin.
Or you have to look behind the picture
The deeper meaning...
Looking at my life from this point of view,
Gives me a greater understanding of everything
Reflecting on what I see and do,
It helps me to become a better person
Or at least I think so

But their are moods that impair peoples vision
Anger, Sadness or anything else that can change your mind.
Myself, I'm a real stubborn dude.
My way, or the highway.
I'm still constantly learning to change it.
But at the same time, I'm not perfect.
No one is.
And I give everyone in my life a fair chance.
Keeping that in mind, when is the breaking point though?
What if one person, a person you are very close to, pushes it too far
So far, that you feel your becoming seperated
But you don't want it to become like that...
But you have those "What If's?" in your mind
I try not to let it get to me
But, what am I to do?
My eyes are decieving me
I can't see anything straight no more.
Only time will tell me,
I can only hope for the best...
Because I don't want it to end up bad.
I really don't.
I pray everyday that my life will get better
And my LOVED ones stay with me.
I need them...

Who Said Dog Fighting Is Illegal? Michael Vick Ain't Got Shit On ME!

Nah jp, lol I wasn't fighting my dogs. Roscoe is a puppy and he's playful. Goliath is just the territorial alpha male being the bigga nigga! hahaha. I got some dope pictures of my dogs playing around. I love my dogs maneeee.

OFF TOP...

I missed out on pyc... haha I was looking at the videos... it looked pretty craaackin'
Oh well, theres always next year.

Anyways, I was looking through my flickr account and I seen someone had commented one of the pictures of my dog roscoe. and it said some shit like, Congratulations, your photo made the pet charts for 2009 click this link to vote blah blah blah. And I'm all WTF? haha thats hella random. I really don't put my photography out there trying to be something. But its on Purina's website WTF? Oh, if you don't know Purina is one of those dog food companies. Well yeah, if anyone reads this, please vote for my puppy Roscoe, it only takes like two seconds and like two clicks. Roscoe's picture is #9 and then just click "vote now" Thanks! heres the link,

VOTE FOR ROSCOE

Takin' Shit For Granted

I apologize to everyone... I've been self-centered only thinking about my wants and not looking at the necessitys. I been not appreciating how everyone was showing me love. I'm not tryna take it for granted, real talk. I been so absorbed on ME, that I never realized how much everyone been helping me do whatever. Whether its school, or any other simple task. They're still there for me. I just wanted to take time to let them know that they are appreciated, and I did that. Not by writing this blog, but personally. Ima make an effort to change myself into a better person.

Fun Weekend

So my weekend was pretty crackin' we kicked it a club dungeon on friday, drank up. Saturday was my baby Ariyanna's christening and we ate at panda buffet, I was hella full. Went home and changed, posted up at club dungeon again then hookah'd with the family. Oh yeah, we also stopped by Liz's house to kick it and eat but we was already hella full cuz we just ate chipotle. You know them filipino families be always makin you eat or else its disrespectful haha. Then we ended up going to Kuya Francis' house and drinkin up. That grey goose got us feelin loose, and them woo woo's and jaegerbombs oh man, I wus pretty faded. But it sucks cuz I took no pictures from the end of last night.

I'm not okay..

unless your okay..

How can I leave him in his cage?? LET HIM OUT!

My nigga roscoe is fuckin' cute. I hate leaving him in his cage... Haha