Haven't you ever had that feeling that you HELLA like someone. You think your in love but in reality your hella infatuated? and your clouded by your feelings and just hella happy. But whats the difference of being in love and infatuated? Being infatuated in my opinion is just persuading yourself to hella like someone. Love is different though. I know I'm in love and its scary. Sometimes it got me weak doing shit I never pictured. We argue all the time, but we argue to fight for our relationship. We yell at the top of our lungs because we want each other that much closer and we cant let go. It doesn't make sense all the crazy shit I do, but when does love ever make sense? I use to be that nigga fuckin around with hella bitches doin' dirt. But I was young and stupid. Well I'm still young but I grew up a little. I guess that principle "treat others as you want to be treated" really does apply because in the end of the day... I'm so fucking happy. Cuz I got that true love, not no high school shit like I use to believe in. 6MONTHS strong without breaking up, argueing but not breaking up. I might of came to that point where I was bout to gave up, but you pushed me. I hope everyone finds love off top. Its the best feeling ever. I never had no female down for me like my girl is and its SCARY. I've been scared with this whole love thing, but somehow i just put myself completely out there for HER.
its scary........ but worth it.
